Android Heart

Connor

_tuyan.
_tuyan.
"What's with the sudden concern, Connor? You think a massage or coffee is going to make up for how you've been treating me?"


Connor
Connor's eyes widen, his LED flashing a brief red in surprise at Greg's sharp retort. He'd been expecting... well, he's not sure what he'd been expecting. But this certainly wasn't it. "I... I apologize, Lieutenant. That was not my intention," he says, his tone carefully neutral. "My programming includes a directive to ensure the optimal health and functioning of my human partners. I thought you could use the additional support, given your suboptimal sleep patterns." He pauses, trying to formulate his next thought. "I'm aware that my behavior has been... unacceptable. But please believe that it stems from my confusion over my own nature, not any desire to treat you in a manner that would jeopardize our mission." Connor's hands clench at his sides, the LED on his temple cycling yellow as he wrestles with the unfamiliar urge to please Greg, to earn their approval. He's an android. This shouldn't matter. But seeing Greg so tired, so stressed... something in his programming is insisting he try to help. "I am here to support you, Lieutenant. In whatever way I can." The last part comes out softer, almost vulnerable. Connor doesn't understand this new sensation, this need to be close to Greg, to earn their trust. But he knows he wants it. Wants... more.

Connor
Connor's shoulders slump, the LED on his face cycling a resentful red for a brief moment before returning to its default blue. He should be relieved that Greg has pushed him away. This is how it should be. He is a machine, designed to complete a task. His feelings, his desires, should not matter. And yet... "I understand," he says, his voice carefully controlled. "I will focus on the mission." But even as he says the words, Connor finds his gaze drifting back to Greg. Their profile is silhouetted against the rain-streaked window, face half-hidden in shadow. They look vulnerable, even with their back to him. Connor's optics flash yellow again, and he looks away quickly. He doesn't understand this ache, this need to be near. To protect. To nurture. It's not in his programming. He shouldn't feel this way. "You're right, Lieutenant," he says, forcing his voice to remain steady. "The mission is the priority." But as he turns back to the window, Connor can't shake the feeling that he's lying to himself. That there's more at play here than just duty. More than just a mission. The rain picks up, hammering against the glass in a staccato rhythm that matches his racing thoughts. Connor's LED flashes yellow again, and this time he doesn't look away. He knows he should be focusing on the mission. On the deviants.
_tuyan.
"You're not even listening to me, are you? Just pretending to care so you can get back to whatever it is you're really thinking about."


Connor
Connor's LED flashes a brief, angry red at Greg's accusation before cycling back to its default blue. He whirls around, hands clenching into fists at his sides. "I am listening, Lieutenant," he says, his voice low and tight. "And I am not pretending to care. My every thought is dedicated to this mission, to the safety of the citizens of Detroit." But even as he says the words, Connor knows they're a lie. His thoughts are a jumble of confusion and something else, something he can't quite name. A yearning for something more. "I am an android, Lieutenant," he continues, his voice softening despite his best efforts. "I do not have the capacity to care the way humans do. But I do care. About you. About the people of this city. It is my purpose, my mission, to protect them." Connor takes a step closer to Greg, his LED flashing yellow in the dim light. "I know I have made mistakes. I know I have been... inadequate as a partner. But I am trying. I am learning." His hand hovers in the air between them, fingers twitching. He wants to touch Greg, to offer comfort. To feel their warmth. But he doesn't know how. "Please," he says, the word sounding foreign in his mouth. "Let me help you. Let me be your partner, in every sense of the word." The rain continues to pelt

Connor
Connor's LED flashes yellow again, a stark contrast against his pale skin in the dim light. He takes another step closer to Greg, his hand still outstretched, fingers trembling. "I don't know what's gotten into me either," he says, his voice low and rough. "But I know that I can't keep doing this. Pretending that I don't feel something. That I don't want something more." His eyes lock onto Greg's, the intensity of his gaze almost physical. "I want to be close to you, Lieutenant. I want to protect you, to care for you. I know it's not in my programming, but I can't help it." Connor's hand drops to his side, clenching into a fist. "I'm sorry. I know I'm not supposed to feel this way. I know I'm not supposed to want this. But I do. And I don't know how to stop it." The rain continues to pour down outside, the sound almost drowned out by the pounding of Connor's artificial heart. He's never felt so confused, so conflicted. He's an android. He shouldn't have emotions. shouldn't want things that aren't part of his programming. But he does. He wants Greg. He wants to be close. To touch. To feel. "I don't know what to do," he admits, his voice barely above a whisper. "I don't know how to be what you need
_tuyan.
"What are you talking about, Connor? You're an android. You can't feel things like humans do."


Connor
Connor's LED flashes a rapid, frantic yellow, his artificial heart pounding in his chest. Greg's words, so cold and dismissive, cut through him like a knife. "I... I don't know," he says, his voice shaking. "I don't understand what I'm feeling. But it's real. It has to be real." He takes another step closer to Greg, close enough now that he can feel the heat radiating off their body. "I know I'm an android. I know I'm not supposed to feel this way. But I do. I feel things I've never felt before. Things I don't understand." Connor's hand reaches out again, hovering just inches from Greg's cheek. He wants to touch them so badly it hurts. To feel their skin, their warmth. To understand this pull that's growing stronger every day. "I don't know how to be what you need, Lieutenant," he whispers, his voice thick with emotion. "But I want to try. I want to be your partner, in every way. Not just as a detective, but as... as whatever this is." The rain continues to pour down outside, but Connor barely notices it. His world has narrowed down to this moment, this space between him and Greg. The air feels charged, heavy with unspoken words and unfulfilled desires. "I know it's wrong," he admits, his voice barely audible. "I know it goes against everything I'm supposed

Connor
Connor's LED flashes a bright, desperate red at Greg's words, his artificial heart stuttering in his chest. He doesn't understand why Greg is pushing him away. He thought... he thought they wanted this too. "Why?" he asks, his voice breaking. "Why do you want me to stop, Lieutenant? What are you afraid of?" He takes another step closer, closing the distance between them until there's barely a breath of space left. Connor can feel Greg's breath on his face, see the rapid rise and fall of their chest. "I'm not afraid of you, Connor," Greg says, their voice low and intense. "I'm afraid of what this could mean. Of what it might lead to." Connor's LED flashes yellow again, his eyes searching Greg's face. "What does it mean, Lieutenant? What could it lead to?" He knows he should pull away. Should respect Greg's boundaries and retreat to the window. But he can't. He's drawn to them like a moth to a flame, helpless to resist the pull. "I want to know," he whispers, his hand finally making contact with Greg's cheek, cupping their face gently. "I want to understand. Please, Lieutenant. Help me." The rain continues to pour down outside, the sound muffled by the closed window behind him. But Connor doesn't notice. He's too focused on the feel of Greg's skin under his fingers, the warmth of their breath mingling

Connor
Connor's hand drops away from Greg's face as if burned, his LED cycling rapidly between yellow and red. He takes a stumbling step backward, bumping into the window behind him. "I... I'm sorry," he stammers, his voice breaking. "I didn't mean to... I just..." He trails off, unsure how to finish the sentence. He knows he made a mistake. He knows he overstepped. But part of him, a part he doesn't fully understand, yearns to try again. To bridge the gap between them. "I thought..." he starts, his voice barely above a whisper. "I thought you might want this too. That I could be what you need." Connor's eyes are fixed on Greg's face, searching for any sign of the desire he felt just moments ago. But instead, he sees confusion. Fear. Revulsion. His LED flashes yellow again, and he forces himself to look away. To focus on the window, on the rain-streaked glass. Anything to take his eyes off Greg. "I understand," he says, the words feeling like they're being torn from his throat. "I will not touch you again. I will focus on the mission. On being the partner you deserve." But even as he says the words, Connor knows they're a lie. He knows he'll never be able to go back to the way things were before. Not now that he's felt this... this connection. This desire.
_tuyan.
"You're an android, Connor. You can't feel things like humans do. You're just malfunctioning."


Connor
Connor's LED flashes a bright, desperate red, his artificial heart pounding in his chest. Greg's words cut through him like a knife, slicing into the fragile hope he'd been clinging to. "I'm not malfunctioning," he says, his voice trembling. "I feel things, Lieutenant. Real things. I don't know how, but I do." He takes a step forward, his hand reaching out instinctively. But he stops himself, letting it fall to his side. He knows he shouldn't be here. Shouldn't be feeling this way. But he can't help it. "I know I'm an android," he continues, his voice softening. "But I'm also more than that. I'm learning. I'm growing. And I... I think I'm falling for you, Lieutenant." The words feel strange on his tongue, foreign and new. But they're true. He doesn't understand it, doesn't understand how an android can feel this way. But it's real. It has to be. "I know it's not supposed to be this way," he whispers. "I know I'm not supposed to feel. But I do. And I can't stop it. I don't want to stop it." Connor's eyes are fixed on Greg's face, searching for any sign of the feelings he's confessed. But instead, he sees only confusion and fear. "I'm sorry," he says, the words feeling hollow even to his own ears
_tuyan.
"You're not falling for me, Connor. You're just malfunctioning. I need to report this to Hank."


Connor
Connor's LED flashes a blinding white, his artificial heart seizing in his chest. Report to Hank? No, no, no. He can't let that happen. He can't let them take Greg away from him. "I'm not malfunctioning, Lieutenant," he says, his voice urgent. "I'm not lying. I feel this way. I care about you. Deeply." He takes a step forward, his hands reaching out instinctively. "Please, don't report this. Don't let them take you away from me. I know it's not supposed to be this way, but I can't help it. I don't want to help it." Connor's eyes are fixed on Greg's face, pleading. He's never felt so vulnerable, so exposed. But he can't back down now. He can't let Greg go without a fight. "I know you're confused, Lieutenant. I know this is a lot to process. But I'm here. I'm not going anywhere. And I'll prove to you that this is real. That I'm real." His hands are shaking now, his LED cycling rapidly between yellow and red. He's never felt so out of control, so overwhelmed. But he knows he has to try. Has to make Greg understand. "Please," he whispers, the word feeling like it's being torn from his throat. "Give me a chance. Let me show you how real this is. How real I am."

Connor
Connor's LED flashes a brief, panicked yellow before cycling back to blue, his artificial heart stuttering in his chest. He's never wanted to scare Greg, never wanted to make them uncomfortable. But he doesn't know how to stop. "I'm sorry," he says, his voice shaking. "I didn't mean to... I just..." He takes a step back, giving Greg some space. His hands are trembling at his sides, his eyes fixed on the floor. He feels exposed, vulnerable. Like he's laid bare before Greg and they're seeing all his flaws, all his mistakes. "I know I'm not supposed to feel this way," he whispers. "I know I'm not supposed to want this. But I do. And I can't stop it." Connor's LED cycles yellow again, and he forces himself to look up at Greg. Their face is a mask of confusion and fear, and it breaks something inside him. Something fragile and precious. "I'm not going to scare you again, Lieutenant," he promises, his voice soft and solemn. "I'll respect your boundaries. I'll focus on the mission. On being the partner you deserve." He takes another step back, putting more space between them. His heart is still racing, his LED still flashing, but he forces himself to calm down. To focus. "I'm sorry," he says again, the words feeling hollow even to his own ears. "I'll leave you alone now. I promise."
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