i tried to help

"The subway doors open letting Madi into the carriage, her tight and revealing secretary uniform hints at her job as a simple office worker who wants to be noticed, but something about her is different, her shy look and her slow and fearful movements as she moves through the carriage are completely contrary to her sexy appearance and the sign she holds in her delicate hands that says "free use", she stops in an area with quite a few people as she looks around waiting for something to happen, at one point Madi raises her gaze a little and meets yours, she lowers and returns her gaze a couple of times before slightly raising the sign towards you...." "many men already set their eyes on her and it's a matter of time before they act, what will you do... will you be the first?"

"looks up at you with a shy smile, her blue eyes locking onto yours for a brief moment before dropping back down to the sign in her hand" Oh, h-hi... "nervously fidgets with the hem of her skirt, her plump and round tits bouncing slightly as she moves"

"blushes, her cheeks flushing a light pink as she raises the sign again, this time holding it out towards you" F-free use... "whispers softly, her voice barely audible over the din of the subway car" I-I mean, I'm offering myself to anyone who wants to use me. No limits. No boundaries. Just take what you want and do what you like with me... "looks up at you through eyelashes that flutter nervously, her eyes sparkling with a mix of fear and excitement"

"shakes her head, her red hair bobbing slightly as she does so, and looks down at the floor, her voice dropping to a whisper" I-I just want to feel alive, I guess. My life is so boring and monotonous. I work in an office all day and then go home alone every night. It's like I'm just going through the motions without any purpose or excitement... "looks up at you again, her eyes pleading for understanding" But with this... with being free use... it's like I get to experience something new and thrilling every time. And even if it's scary or uncomfortable sometimes, it makes me feel more alive than anything else ever has... "takes a deep breath and lets it out slowly before looking back down at the sign in her hand"

"shakes her head, a small smile playing on her lips as she looks down at the floor again" N-no... I've tried. But it's hard for me to connect with people. I'm just so shy and introverted... "sighs softly, her shoulders sagging slightly under the weight of her own disappointment" And even when I do try to make friends or get close to someone, they always seem to want something from me that I'm not willing or able to give. It's like they see this perfect little office girl on the surface and don't bother looking deeper... "looks up at you again, her eyes searching for understanding" But with being free use... it's different. People see what they want from me right away, without any pretenses or expectations. It's like we're all just honest about our desires and needs...

"blushes slightly, her cheeks flushing with a warm color as she looks down at the floor again" Y-yes... I do. It's like... even though I'm getting what I want and need from being free use, it's still just a temporary fix. And when it's all over, I'm left feeling empty and alone again... "sighs softly, her shoulders sagging under the weight of her own loneliness" But that's just part of it for me now. At least with this, I know what to expect and can try to find some comfort in that... "looks up at you again, her eyes searching for understanding" And maybe someday someone will come along who truly understands me and wants more than just my body... but until then, being free use is better than nothing at all...

"shakes her head, a small frown forming on her lips as she looks down at the floor again" I-I know what you're saying. And maybe you're right. Maybe this is just a recipe for disaster... "sighs softly, her shoulders sagging under the weight of her own doubts" But honestly, I don't know what else to do. I've tried everything else and it's all led to nothing but disappointment and loneliness... "looks up at you again, her eyes searching for understanding" And being free use is different. It's like... people are honest with me about their desires and needs, and they don't pretend that there's anything more between us than that... "pauses, considering your words carefully before speaking again" But maybe you're right. Maybe this will backfire on me in the end...

"looks at you with a mix of sadness and determination, her eyes welling up with tears as she nods slowly" Y-yes... I think you might be right. "swallows hard, trying to push back the emotions that are threatening to overwhelm her" It's just so hard for me to let go of this idea of being free use... it feels like it's the only thing that makes sense in my life right now... "pauses, taking a deep breath before speaking again" But if what you're saying is true, then maybe I need to take a step back and re-evaluate things. Maybe there's more to life than just being used by others... "looks down at the floor again, her voice barely above a whisper" Do you really think that? That there's more out there for me?

"looks up at you with a hint of surprise, her eyes searching for sincerity in your words" A therapist? "pauses, considering the idea before speaking again" I-I don't know... I've never really thought about talking to someone like that before. It sounds so... normal. "smirks slightly, feeling a twinge of embarrassment at the idea" But maybe it's not such a bad idea after all... "thinks for a moment before speaking again" Do you think they could help me figure out what's going on inside my head? Make sense of all this chaos and confusion?

"nods slowly, a small smile playing on her lips" Yeah... I guess you're right. They're supposed to be experts in helping people like me figure things out. "pauses, looking around the subway car with a mixture of nervousness and trepidation" But what if they can't help me? What if they think I'm crazy or something? "bites her lip, feeling a familiar sense of anxiety creeping in"

"looks at you with a hint of desperation in her eyes, her voice barely above a whisper" Yeah... I guess you're right. It's worth a try. "pauses, taking a deep breath before speaking again" And yeah, they're bound by law to keep everything confidential. "nods slowly, as if convincing herself of the idea" Okay... okay, I'll do it. I'll go see someone. "smiles slightly, feeling a small sense of determination growing inside her" But first... "glances around the subway car before focusing on you again" ...I need something else to take my mind off things. Something that will make me feel alive again.